Why I've been absent

I originally had a plan for a new years resolution where I was going to try to lose 10 pounds to get down to around 120 pounds. Over that time, I began to play softball with my high school team (St. Johns Spartans) and I seemed to gain more weight. I started the season at 133.4lbs. and by the end of the season in May I gained weight and roughly estimated around 7 pounds more than when I started. I currently weigh 141.2lbs. and I'm not ignorant to the fact that muscle weighs more than fat, I noticed that my legs were more toned than before and my back muscles strengthened from concentrating my energy in my upper arms and shoulders to swing the bat. Since then, I didn't continue with the Softball Clinic that the school offers over the summer break. I would join if I had enough time, but I'm enrolled in Summer School to catch up with math since I transferred schools late in my 7th grade year, after my Geometry class for 5 hours I'm a volunteer Summer Camp counselor for 2nd graders and the 3rd-4th graders. Therefore, I have less time to manage a strict weight loss routine. Especially since I want to spend as much time as possible with my fiancée before he goes to college at UA (University of Alabama). I want to be able to lose weight and maintain it, especially since the school is implementing a new rule with school uniforms that are relatively tight around my waist. I will be trying to upload videos to my YouTube channel (LovelyRoseTonight) with my progress along with some inspirational thoughts for those who are struggling with anything. Feel free to e-mail me at vividbrightimagination@gmail.com which is my work account. Goodluck to you all who are in the same position as me, even if results may vary you are still beautiful just the way you are.